Well, that’s not exactly true. I know just what I want to say, but it’s probably best if I don’t say it.
In general, I want to say “stop lying.”
I also want to say “stop oversimplifying.”
And I also want to point out that there aren’t always “both sides” to a discussion and more often, there are many more than two. Pierre Beaumarchais said “It is not necessary to understand things in order to argue about them.” To him I offer a resounding “yep.”
I want to say all of these things, and yet I don’t because I’m tired of the words. I’m tired of the arguing and the posturing and the repositioning.
I’m tired of news programs and op-ed columns and even blogs that are contrived and untrue.
I’m waiting to read a genuine and real sentiment, a humble and tentative thought, a hope, a glimmer, an uncertainty. The rest is just gilt over a hollow core. In Poor Richard’s Almanac, Benjamin Franklin said “an empty bag cannot stand.”
Right now, it seems most of these empty bags have bylines and airtime.

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March 25, 2009 at 4:58 pm
Wren
I think your feelings do reflect how many of us feel as well, Lucy. It’s hard to write about the state of our world right now — it’s changing very quickly and what the talking heads try to pass off as truth is suspect for all kinds of reasons, not least because they don’t know what they’re talking about. Personally, I’m in a holding pattern, waiting to see what will happen, hoping that the actions President Obama is taking will help. I’m frustrated by the stubborn, dimwitted resistence he’s facing from individuals in the Republican Party (and some Democrats as well), because these people seem to be living in an alternate reality. Either that, or they care only about themselves and not the people they’re supposed to be representing.
Time will tell. Meanwhile, I’m hunkered down, helping family and friends as best I can, and preparing to alter my already modest lifestyle downward. It’s not all bad. I see lots of good will and love each day. And before too long, I expect I’ll be writing more again. It’s cathartic, isn’t it.
March 26, 2009 at 1:10 am
Tyler
A family member frequently says, “there are two sides to every story.” But this is usually just to dismiss the truth because it’s too hard or unpalatable. I agree, sometimes there’s just the truth and the people who refuse to accept it. Deal with it.
March 29, 2009 at 5:15 pm
blue girl
Hey Lucy,
Ever since the primaries, (probably way before, but I’m gonna peg that time) I’ve sort of removed myself from obsessing too much over the “business” of politics. And that means, TV, radio, newspaper and blogs. I’m at a point where I really want and need things to be *real* in my life. And all of that is about the most *unreal* stuff I can imagine. It’s dirty and ugly to me. It has simply stopped adding any sort of value to my life.
I used to *love* to observe and analyze the way the game was played. Who was making what move and how that would effect what. Now, I just don’t care. It’s like the same old game, day after day, and it’s just….ugly. And it’s become pretty predicable. And it aggravates me how much of a *game* it all is.
I’m with Wren. I’m focusing on family and friends. And even more than that, I’m focusing more on myself. I’ve had a ton of changes occur over the last year and I’m trying to find solid ground. I feel frustrated at times because I’m not using my confusion and my “searching” and wondering as a way to write *more.* But, I’m hoping that time going by will fix some of that and I’ll start writing frequently again.
Fingers crossed!
April 18, 2009 at 2:30 am
Christopher Barzak
Still feel this way?
April 18, 2009 at 5:54 am
lucy
Chris, actually, no, not at the moment, thanks to some friends who have filled me up with the truth these past couple of days. You were one of them. You always are.
April 22, 2009 at 8:26 pm
Wren
Just so’s ye knows: We miss your words, Lucy. Hope you’ll rediscover your love for them soon.
May 6, 2009 at 12:38 pm
Tyler
My birthday wish? More words from you, dear friend!